I'm a bit late on this
Training for 1/11-1/17
pretty much 2 days of elliptical and 1 speedwork.
4x core work ie planks, bridges,pelvic tilts, crunches, Russian twists, pikes.....
Wednesday track night was 6x400, 2x 200 and 1x 1600
Even though I had some pretty impressive numbers for the 400's and 200's, it was a mental battle more than anything. After a full week off of running I really wanted to get a good turnover-
After the first 4 400's I started to feel fatigued and really had to concentrate on my form and gait pattern. Lets just say I left the track pretty sore in my hip and not very confident that I could see 19:xx on the clock.
After I got home and looked at the actual numbers, and saw consistent paces that I haven't seen in a long time, I felt better about seeing 19:xx-if only my hip would cooperate on race day, I knew I stood a chance of winning it.
Friday before the race, I saw the chiro and got taped up.
Race day:
It had The good, the bad, the ugly-
I showed up about an hour before hand and was able to find a good parking spot, pick up my race packet and get in a mile warm up. My hip felt pretty good!
I see some friends from the track group and line up for the start.When asked about my race goal all I said was "not 4th!". It was a beautiful morning to race-upper 40's and sunny. I see 4 gals at the line who seemed like they were pretty speedy. Gun goes off and I knew I had to make my way up front and stay there.
The speedy gals took off like horses out of the gates and I felt like an old brood mare who had been left out to pasture. But after about a half mile in I pass one of the 4 gals ahead of me, ok that puts me in 4th place overall female. I was hoping to start closing the gap. I felt someone creep up behind me and out of the corner of my eye it looked like a female so I picked up my pace a bit. at this point, my hip feels good, I get my mind right, see the 3rd place gal and focus. I tell myself I got this, I got this....
and then I see Larry, an amazing amazing super speedy 60+ yr young guy (who happens to be injured at the moment) He is cheering me on, screaming at me "go MELISSA ,go get em!!! THAT moment was awesome. I put my head down and go-
my watch buzzes at me and I see mile 1 at 6:42.
I cursed out loud. WAAY to slow to meet my goal (I was wanting under 6:30's per mile).
I make a surge and try a quicker turnover for the next half mile. Maybe it was a mistake on my part, maybe it was the slight inclines and turns on uneven surfaces but I could feel my hip get wonky, I felt the pain settle in my hip and my gait pattern became thrown off. I really had to FOCUS on my form in order to not hurt. Even though the 3rd place gal was still in my direct line of vision, mentally I didn't think I could catch her. My mind was wondering and self doubt creeps in-"Damnit im 4th!!!", "I know Im faster than this,wth hip?" "maybe im just getting too old for this mess", "I am so done with this", "Wheres the finish already?","I just want to stop and be done"
I hit mile 2 at 6:48. I say a few more curse words outloud, turn my ipod up louder and jut try to keep my form steady. about 2.5 miles I notice the gal ahead of me is slowing down or I am getting faster,(I am so going slower) I hear several "go batgirl go!". I give a thumbs up and put my head down
Ozzy is screaming at me:
Take me higher
Crank me faster
Help me get the thrill im after
One time to take away all pain, one more to turn myself insane, one shot to keep me high all day,Makes my reality fade away....
(his song "Silver")
I see a small glimmer of hope that I could make top 3 overall, but I had to make a move and do it NOW. I look at my watch and im at 2.91 miles- I had less than a 400 to catch her. I pick up my pace, forget about my hip and tell myself "not 4th, not 4th, nope, not today!!!" I see the final turn, I see the mile 3 marker, I see the gals soles of her shoes and pass her right at the final turn and last stretch. I give a strong kick at the end, I hear the announcer say "Here comes Melissa Cunningham from Summerville, SC rounding out the females top 3 finishers!!!!" The crowd is cheering like crazy. I throw my hands up as I cross the line. Thank goodness its over!! congrats, high fives at the finish and I actually meet a few pretty cool gals after the race. Becky introduced herself and we hung out to watch the half marathon finishes and for the awards. She ended up getting 1rst in AG because I passed the gal in front of me
: )
Becky ran this race 6 days after the Disney marathon, but this crazy lady not only did the full marathon, she did the half marathon and 10k the 2 days prior to the full--who does that???????
Becky the Badass thats who!!! Its always fun to meet new people!
So the good, bad and ugly parts?
The good:
meeting new friends,
cheering for my friend Amy at the finish of the half and witnessing her land a PR she's been chasing
(her recap is
HERE)
making top 3 overall, and NOT being 4th!
The bad:
positive mile splits- 6:44, 6:48, 6:54
way slower time than expected! I hit 21:02
The female winner came in at 20:12-which is frustrating knowing I could have ran that or faster based on my training times
The ugly:
The mental aspect during the race. I didn't focus enough on form and gait and focused too much on how i missed the mile splits i had planned. In my defense, last week i was pretty sleep deprived. My fit bit weekly report said i averaged 3hr and 07 minutes of sleep per night. Last week was stressful and i let it get me to me.
Left hip pain
My hip. I saw my xrays yesterday and its not pretty...Granted, its not a full blown "injury" and it is something i can run through so there are positives and silver lining here!
My "injury"
The root cause of y hip pain/SI joint/pirifornis issue is that my scoliosis has gotten worse, as with my leg length discrepancy. My left leg is a full 1/2 inch shorter than my right. This has caused me to overcompensate and all my muscles have tightened up,and have actually tilted my pelvis and twisted my sacrum, which has caused my SI joint to become "stuck". I do not have normal joint movement at this point. In addition to all that, my left hip is quite arthritic. It was blatantly obvious on the xray.
How do i get better?
First,a lift in my shoe. Getting adjusted 1-2x a week at the chiro. cross training with a focus on core work and lower body strength, stretching, foam rolling and kinesio taping......
This is a biomechanical "injury" that will be a life long issue. I will never have a straight spine, i will always have the leg length discrepancy but i can minimize the overcompensation by strengthening the surrounding muscles ,and the chiro adjustments will help get my joints unstuck. I just have to get stronger in order to keep my pelvis and sacrum stable.
What sucks about all this is that the reason this has happened is because i am simply "out of shape". Seriously, this is a far out of workout shape as i have been since having babies. This is just the reality check i need to get my arse back at it. Time to get back in Melissa mode and quit talking about it and just BE about it
Onward to better days ahead!